So lately this underwater tunnel has been haunting me. Not specifically that one but when I opened my eyes yesterday I thought about it so I figured I'd post it.
Anyway, My anxiety got the best of me last night..I literally freaked out and went to kiss my sister at 4am. I wanted to crawl into bed with her but didn't. I thought about the movie Daybreakers and how the brother sacrificed himself for his brother. I'm terrified of dying so I freaked out about how if that happened what would I do? Obviously I would sacrifice myself for my sister but then wouldn't that kill my sister to watch me die? I started crying as if this would ever happen and went to kiss my sleeping sister.
But back to the tunnel. It wasn't quite like the last one in my dream this one was far prettier. I simply closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep and behind my lids i saw like water..it was beautiful and bright blue and I was swimming with dolphins and shit in this underwater tunnel and it was so nice. I could actually feel my vision swaying and floating like the water itself. When I realized I was to into it, this sorta day dream, I started to panic and I felt like I couldn't breathe and I opened my eyes. My biggest fear really is drowning.
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