Remember when...

Our First Picture.

Remember when we met? Remember when we used to talk for hours on end. Like into the night, passing out almost. [I'm crying already..wow] Remember? We always had so much to say and even when we didn't say anything it was okay. We'd have inside jokes and always stories to tell. Remember when it wasn't a hassle to make a five minute conversation worth while? Remember when I'd put you on the spot and make you say cute things and record you secretly but you always knew. Remember we'd never want to get off the phone no matter how tired we were. Remember you used to call me all the time, on time, every time you finished something. You'd leave your boys side and actually tell them you had to call me. You'd spend a good amount of time on the phone before telling me you had to go. Remember when we never fought? and you were always so suprised. You always said I was the only girl you never fought with. Remember when you always ditched me on Valentines Day but i still fought with girls on Myspace over you? Remember when you came to me with your problems, and I came to you with mine. I knew everything about you and vice versa. I could read you like the palm of my hand...You were my best friend. Remember when you used to tell me I was the only thing that helped you out of your depression. How I always made you feel better?

Remember when you used to be suprised at how I was your friend for over a year and we never had sex or even hung out more then a handful of times? Remember when you liked me for me?

Remember when we never saw each other cus you were to shy. You were scared you weren't gunna impress me. Remember when we finally met? Remember when you could never lie to me? Remember when you never made excuses? Remember when you cared and I was part of your life, not just something in it.

Remember all the times I told you I loved you, that I was going to marry you and you thought I was crazy. Remember how you never said it back? Remember when you said it?

Remember how we started going downhill and I tried to stop us? Remember when you started going downhill and I tried to stop you. Remember when you started putting everyone in front of me? Remember when you stopped talking to me? Remember when I never left your side? Remember when you started asking me out and I turned you down. Remember how I said I was scared it was going to ruin our friendship? Remember when I said you had to work for it and you actually did? Remember when I said yes? Remember when we were good? Finally together? Remember when we were happy? Remember the old us? What happened? Why can't we fix this before it's too late? I'm scared I'm going to lose you. I can't sit here and remember when...I need to remember now.