Why Hello,

I've decided to pick back up on this. I redid the walls of my dojo and now I am ready to splatter my ink on these pages. It's been a hard couple of weeks and my mind is in a constant haze. I've been running to find comfort in different things but I think nothing helps more then blogging. Even if none of you are listening it's best for me. I have to get myself back into the mind state for this. My brain is already to tired to think of beautiful words to catch your interest, or strong points of view you can agree with but I promise I will stick to this. <3

My name is not needed but it something interesting and beautiful, one that makes you want to know my roots, where it originated from. I'm a short thing about 5'3 and petite. Long blonde hair and piercing blue eyes, like the ocean under the sunlight.

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Do you honestly look up and realize how many people we pass a day, how many people we interact with, how many lives we can change with a few words. Maybe someone you disliked in school will be come your sister in law in the future, or the dork you always turned down will become your husband. People you never even gave the time of day too become your world. So much changes through out the day. Through out the week, month, years.

You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn’t get any better than this.