Thursday, October 29, 2009

fuckkkyouu:)

"I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover.
I love you forever, forever is over
.
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
,
so don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
."

Oh I must confess,
I am over-dressed.
Are you not impressed?
Darling, I want to...
I confess this day,
Must you know the truth,
This is all for you.
Darling, I want to destroy you.


On a different topic, here we go with the italics not going away again. Hah. Weed. I'm in no way straight edge though I kinda wish to be, but it's fun. Most everyone does it, but why let it run your fucking life. Like seriously, can you not come fucking hang out with me without being stoned. You gotta sit and bitch with me on the phone about. Damn, I"m pretty sure I just yelled at you like yesterday that that shit is ruining everything, but it seems like it's the most important thing. Fuck up today, Haha. I dare you. You'll never hear from me again.


"I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

So let me in give me another chance
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say"

Lies from you. Just more lies.


You didn't ruin anything. Actually it was sorta nice. A bit awkward but nice. I liked being in your arms and the feeling of your lips on mine and the holding hands and your laugh. I don't know I fucking hate you sometimes but I'm a sucker. The far few good times always override the worst. I hope it changes you. I know you can be far more amazinger. I can help. Like I use to. You have to let me. <333 style="font-size:78%;">

Camouflage.
-Sigh. You sound like her. You do things like her. :/ But your so much more grounded then she is. Mature, nice, stable but I can't help but see the comparison and it hurts. I miss her :/ but I'll get over it. It's for the better.

Ugh. I miss you and I hope this one day thing isn't a one day thing. I want this. I want you.

I almost cried talking to you on the phone today. My babygirl. Fuck Florida. :[ Your everything I've asked for.


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