Tuesday, October 27, 2009

old times,new times, better times

I went to class today. Didn't do much. Bad I know. Instead I drew pictures on my fingers haha. Me and Vinny were dying in the back at my Hitler and scared Jew. Once again, bad I know. Mm. I found out some news. Nothing I would'nt expect. Your pulling that back and forth shit again. Now your ignoring me and texting her all day. It's cool, honestly I'm done. Speaking of done. I'm done with you to. Letting some make believe life fuck me over, it's clear the feelings were one sided and I'm slowly getting past it. Your a real selfish prick. _ _ _ _ _ you too. Don't talk to me forever then say you miss me finally and ask me out at the same time. Are you really insane? Seriously? What the fuck.

On a better note, I hung out with _ _ _ _ today. He was pretty decent. Sweet actually. Maybe a serious relationship had changed him for the better. I'm not jumping to conclusions though. We had a nice time. I would'nt mind doing it again. I hope he stays that way.He even cooked for me. Not a typical _ _ _ _. He was considerate and fun and just easy to be around. Finally. Lol

I'm already planning on not going to school tomorrow. I'm just the worst person. But um, Yeah. I'm pretty tired and I got a killer headache.

Oh!. I cuddled with my fucking cat today. It was so weird she never lets you physically lay with her. She's so pissy. But we actually like spooned today lol and even weirder. I did'nt have a deathly allergic attack like i should've and then at _ _ _ _'s I played with his cats the whole time, even laid down with one swinging her tail right over me...and nothing. Could I be over it just as quickly as it came? -shrugs. Cool though lol.

Speaking of cool. It's so weird how your mind processes things you don't. In class today I was doodling. I was filling in this picture of a calculator and I decided to do the number like they're shown. So wanted to try out numbers in their boxy form, I moved down the line thinking of a new number I wanted to try out. Not thinking about the last I kept going till there was no more space. When I looked at the picture fully, I had typed out. 0.098765. Weird huh? Did'nt even plan it.

Anyway, Like I said. I'm actually pretty tired and have a headache. So, Goodnight.

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