Wednesday, December 30, 2009



So I haven't been on much at all. Merry Christmas and since it's real close, Happy New Year. Mm, My minds a little jumbled so I'm not sure what to say to sum up the past 2 weeks or so but we'll start with Christmas I guess. It was boring but I got a few things. Mainly a new ipod, a new camera, concert tickets, Aiden and Anti-Flag and Alesana and A Skylit Drive. A new sweater, new shoes, and some other shit. Me and Nessa also went for tattoos:]

Flower-We're held down, Feathers-We let loose, Birds-We fly. "We're Temporary Anyway" is in the middle. They're AFI lyrics from the song "I am trying very hard to be here." 80 freakin bucks. A fucking steal haha and only a half hour.
This is Vanessa. Two anchors and Silverstein lyrics from the song "Ides of March" .."I've sailed off to sea and I'm not coming back" It's in color and looks fucking sick. $125. 1 hour.

I also bought some new studs. 4 for $15 good shit. So yeah, 220 dollars,5 hours later, and a ride home haha. Don't you like it Ma? Look what it says. "It says I'm a fucking loser" lmao. I love my Mom. She likes it now just pissed I spent the money on it.

My new Camera works well and my ipod is so cool. It plays out loud and takes good quality videos:].
I took these on Christmas with my new cam.

My sister Stefanie ♥
My Madre ♥

I just recently read the book "The Perks of being a Wallflower" I absolutely love that book. His analogy of things is perfect and I read it in a night. Couldn't put it down. The whole part with him and Sam and the first kiss deal made my heart melt. I tried looking for the excerpt on line but can't find it.:[ Anyway it's page68-73. Read it!

I spent yesterday at Nessa's her Mom cooked dinner especially for me. Pernil, Yum yum, and rice, lentos, and that salad with the mayonnaise and salt. Amazing. Then we played Super Mario on Wii all night with Sarah xD. Funny shit with the three of us. It's so hard to keep track xD. But yeah Vanessa's birds at babies. Fucking horny hillbilly bastards. She's fucking her son xD, but yeah there's 3. We named them...Biggie Smalls, Lil Weezy, and the white one is Slim Shady xD. Sarah: If Lil' Wayne has one more baby I swear. Me: HE HAS LIL' WEEZYS?! XD good times. Have you guys seen "Llamas with hats?" xD. But Carrrrll that kills people! I-I didn't know that. What's wrong with you? Well I kill people and eat hands, that's two things. xD. Hear that? That's the sound of forgiveness. That's the sound of people drowing Carl. Lmao funny shiiiit!

I seen _ _ _ _ _ again. We had a good time, sorta. Wish it could have been a little different. I want a romantic side with him but he seems to young minded and the weed thing is killing me I fucking hate it. He won't stop though and honestly sometimes I just don't want to talk to him, but I can't fucking shake him. Ugh. He pisses me off.

I'm also worried as shit about _ _ _ _. She's going through that I wish i had you stage, and it's driving her crazy. I've been through it I know how much it hurts, not to mention she can't get out of it, she's in toooooo deep and she's now realizing that she doesn't want this..I tried to stop her....She's due in April. 17th I think. I hope it works for her. :/

I feel like I have more to say but I can't think..anyway.

Have you met my husband?

David Matthew Hasting you will be mine. ♥
I swear he is the most beautiful man on earth. He writes to me:]. I got one for Christmas but I'm not gunna brag haha so I'll just show you the New Years one.

God I fucking love him. He always answers.

I did have more to tell you.
_ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ _ _ got back together heh, go figure. Then _ _ _ _ _ cheated, _ _ _ _ _ _ beat the shit out of her and now they're done,....for now. So of course _ _ _ _ _ tried to sink her claws back into me now that she was single and I told her to fuck off and well now.. I'm sorta talking to _ _ _ _ _ _ again. I can't help it I fucking love her and I shouldn't, she gives me no reason to love her, but isn't that the story of my life. I always fall for the wrong people.

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