Saturday, January 2, 2010

breathe

I know I should be writing about New Years, perhaps I'll get to it later but right now I feel the need to express myself,

This is gunna
be a long one..

I've been thinking lately and I think I'd much rather have a girlfriend then a boyfriend. I feel the need to be somewhat dominant and overbearing..I don't know what I'm trying to say..I want to be able to call someone beautiful and leave cute messages and shit that they'll actually appreciate. Get it?

A nice girl like this wouldn't be a problem
-bounces brow- haha.

I hate when that happens.
Everything seems perfect. Amazing. So...real,
and then I wake up disappointed, upset.
A wish is a dream your heart makes.

More then anything.

I want too feel this..
it never seems to stick around too long.

This is beautiful,
I absolutely adore wishing flowers,
they signify so much
and the answer is yes ♥

Which is why I'm still trying to
Reach for You..

I love this enough to want it tattooed.

I hide my true self, most of it atleast.
I'm too afraid you wouldn't like what you see..

So cute. I want them.

I had this book as a kid. I still do.
I always end up thinking about that song.

This made me think some. My constant fear of growing up.. It's true in many ways it is a privilege. Some people don't get to grow up, to experience, to have a family, to get married, to have grandkids, anything. Of course it's scary..but it's better then nothing.

Please show me it.

Sick shit.

I read this on some girls Tumblr.
I feel the same way.

"i’d like to take away our clothes
because they’re just objects in the way of us being close.
nothing has to even happen; i’d love to lay there with you for hours."

Fucking A' man. Find me someone who sees the world the way I do ♥



1 comment:

Anonymous said...

dont wanna get in too deep
dont wanna rewind
dont want to go through this again
dont want to open up
dont want to see you cry
dont want you to hurt anymore
dont want you to love me anymore..just cause itd be easier that way
dont take it personally
dont think you're not beautiful, amazing - you are
dont blame yourself
dont give up
dont be too disappoint
dont think it couldnt happen one day
dont forget about me
dont
dont...
dont know where i was going with this..