Left Notes By Your Bedpost.

So tonight, I’m gonna find a way to make it without you.

I want to fucking erase you. Fucking forget you. I'm never gunna be fucking good enough! You can make all the mistakes in the world and I still fucking hold on to you and I make one and that's it. You never fucking loved me. You never cared. All I ever asked for was appreciation, attention. You never gave me that. You can talk for hours, say sweet words, anything with other people but I'll never get anything but a broken heart from you.

i dont even remember what it feels like to kiss you anymore
you wont give it a chance or you fucking could

I hate the way you fuck with my heart. How I'll never have yours again. How you don't care. I hate everyone who gets to touch you and love you and hear sweet words from you. I hate whoevers lips that touch yours. Who fucking makes you laugh. Who spends time with you, sleeps in your bed, holds your hand. I hate you so fucking much. I hate loving you. I hate how some ugly bitch you don't even know gets more attention and praise then an ex girlfriend you apparently loved. I hate your whole fucked up way of things, and I hate how you can't be straight with me and let me know the truth, maybe if you let me go I could let you go....

my heart is broken but you're the only one who holds the pieces..