For too many years I have crumbled under a future built on weak foundation, unrealistic dreams and goals that could not be fulfilled, no matter how I hard I tried. I searched through wreckage constantly grasping at a hand that could not muster enough strength to pull through its remains and climb up with me and in return I sunk deeper and deeper now suffocating from dust collecting on broken promises and empty words, your head laying on my chest weighing me down, listening to my heart slam against my rib cage begging to be wild and free unlike the skeleton decomposing with nothing to show for it. Sentence fragments running through my mind trying to make sense of where has time gone and hand in hand where will time go from here. Where will I go from here? I am the captain of my ship but I can no longer go down with it, I can no longer allow you to anchor me to this one spot. A captains love for the sea will forever be, but even he envies the way the seagulls come and go as they please. I can no longer let my mind and heart become polluted by disappointments, through every storm I must learn to sail my ship back to shore and build my own foundation. My faith must remain in love and that must begin with myself. The vision I have had for myself needs to breathe, come alive in 2016.
Have faith in yourself, it will all come into place.
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