Left Notes By Your Bedpost.

I don’t see good in anyone anymore. There is not one person I can count on. That I know is real. We all hold dark secrets, bad flaws, I know noones perfect, but I’d like for them to be. People need to learn to grow up to see that childish ways are overrated. Gossip, Lies, Just plain being fake. What’s the point? The world could be an amazing gift without hate, and war, and bullshit. You ever see those creepy towns in the movies? Where everyone knows everyone and they’re happy all the time. I want that. I want a world where everything is right. Call me a dreamer. Tell me I’m being ridiculous. I don’t care. People are disgusting. Heartless animals. Savages. Fucking scum. I trust noone, I see noone, I need noone. You’re gunna have to fucking prove yourself to me if you want in. Cus I’m damn sure your true colors are an ugly brown. I’m sure you have no heart for me, and I’m sure you’d give anything to stab me in the back to save yourself. I need fuck that.. I’d like to have a true friend who would give up everything for me in a heartbeat, or a boyfriend who would sell himself out to keep me around, but it’ll never happen. Even with my huge heart and all I give, I’ll get shit in return. Honestly, if I was dead broke and on the street who would take me in? If I lost my voice who would talk to for me? If I couldn’t do things on my own who would live for me? None of you. It’s hassle on your busy fucking lives. I’m tired of empty promises, of spoken lies, of fake smiles, and useless words, fucking sorries. I’m tired of all of you. I need to work on myself. I don’t ever want to depend on any of you cus I’ll definently be screwed. My outlook on the world is an ugly one. Nothing is the way it should be. We’ve all wrecked it’s beauty, it’s meaning. We live here. It’s giving us fucking life! And we’re destroying it and destroying each other. We have no respect for anything. No thank you. Just selfishness. Fucking selfishness. We’re all sinners in the worst ways. Greedy fucking bastards. We’re all gunna rot in fucking hell. I’ll see you there.

"I am the end of the world.
When the time is right you will know my fucking name.
Lie in the gutter and pray to the god of I don't give a fuck.
This isn't an anthem, this is a lullaby. So go to sleep and wish that you'd never wake up.
They all deserved to die.
I pushed the button, I watched the sky rain death.
Consider this global abortion.
I now know what your future holds.
I am all knowing and almighty.
You will honor and revere.
True survival is pouring salt in the wound.
I hold your pathetic lives in my hands.
If you won't die for me, you will die because of me.
I pulled the trigger on the entire human race.
This is as big as murder-suicide gets.
I am the end of the world. My dick now lies in your rotting mouth.
Nothing to do now but watch the world die."