update

It's been a while. I've actually been at Marissa's house. Old Friends, Good times:]. Met some new people. Had a whip cream fight. Saw some things lmao. Fucked up a Myspace with Sam lol. "I TIRED OF LIVING A LIE DIS OTHER BITCH I WAS WITT TURNED ME GAY...SHES HAVING THE DEVILS CHILDD...IM NOT WIT IT I WANT DICKK I LOVE BIGG DICK NO SMALL PENIS...BIGG JILLY BLACK GUYS IN MY ASS....I CAN BE FOUND ON THE CORNERS OF UTICA...PLEASE BEND ME STRAIGHT OVA WEN YUH SEE ME..AND IM MORE DEN WILLING TA GAG ON YA COCKK...REMBER BiG BlACk DiCKSSS...AND FORTHE THE RECORD I LIKE LIL BOYS....14 AND UNDER...IM NOT IGNORENT...HEHEHEEE....LAST BUT NOT LEASTT....MY ASS HOLE IS GAPPING....SO LZZ STICK SUMTHING BIG IN IT SUPRISE ME FELLAS " It was fun, I miss her alot. I'm gunna start going back like I use too :].

Besides Marissa's today I went to Nessa's we watche Harry Potter and the Little Mermaid<3 She almost decided to get herself killed by doing another one of her amazing ideas. Like my couch bed. She wanted to rearrange her living room so the couch was in front of the computer. Dummass lol. I want Chinese -.-

On a non happy note. Love sucks! I'm currently upset with all forms of it right now. _ _ _ _ _ I'm sorry but everything I said was true and you harassing me on end to talk to you isn't going to make me want to. It's just fucking annoying. _ _ _ _ _ can fall under a catergory with you as well. You're not a fucking man. You're a boy. To the both of you. GROW THE FUCK UP. Life is not drugs, weed, cigarettes, alcohol, and sex. It's not cool to do them consistently, it's called being an addict. OR a LOSER. Seriously, be responsible. As for you Miss. Keep trying to grow up so quick. You're gunna miss your fucking childhood and you Mister, I don't miss you, I miss who you use to be. As for the other one. &I'm content with not talking to you. I think about you from time to time but It's no big. You're slowly leaving me:]

My distances.._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ the most beautiful name in the world. You're absoultly beautiful baby, and amazing, and I wish I gave you the attention you deserve because you deserve everything in this fucked up world and I want you to know how much I care because there's never a time you don't make me feel amazing. I know your words are real baby. I know this is real. I'll have you in my arms one day. Forever and a Day.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, head over heels for me? I dont see why. You're fucking perfect in everyway and I love how jealous you get over me and protective, and how much you need me. Though your miles away you do things that guys down the block won't do. You make sure there's not a day that passes where I dont hear from you and you never cease to make me feel loved or beautiful. You're getting stressed. Don't be babe. If it's meant to be it'll happen. Just wait on it.

Think I could have a girlfriend and a boyfriend? Shit they're too perfect to choose between haha.
I absolutly hate New York. My heart always flies elsewhere.

I TOOK MY GED! AND DAMN SURE I PASSED :D