[04:51] sometimessx: i hate people. i hate the world. as emo as it sounds. like. the economy is shit.people are shit. like noone knows love anymore noone knows how to be a friend. new york is the most miserable place ever. i hate the way people talk. it makes me not want to talk to meet anyone knew and i like close myself off. i mean call me old fashion but id much rather a hey beautiful then a what up ma. or a id love to get to know you then a give me your aim demand......... i want to move to like..so far away to like farms. lol. i want to like wake up in sunflowers in like plaid with pig tails and denim shorts and sandals. i want a boy to pick me flowers cus his mama told him its the nice thing to do.. i want southern accents and red sunsets and i dont know. something not like the media potrayed world today.
[04:52] sometimessx: shit i wrote alot lol
[04:52] sometimessx: i want change i guess.
[04:52] sometimessx: i cant change the world but i can change myself and i dont cus im not motivated
[04:52] sometimessx: so i must sound like a fucking mess to you now.
Poor Brandon. Thank you so much for listening
Mm. :| his response.. I sound like every other stupid girl living in fantasy world. Wake up and smell the coffee the world is shit and basically I need to grow up and stop believing in sunflower world. Made me feel a whole ton better..-sigh.
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