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Do you ever take the time to reflect on yourself? Your past, where you are now, your future? What you may be in 10 years, in 2 years, in the next hour? Think about it. It's helps your outlook on things.

Hello again:] this is sorta dragged on into today, I was to lazy to post last night. I spent the day at Marissa's yesterday. Fun as usual. I really do miss her. She's a riot. Have you seen Christina? WHAT?! lmao! Anyway, after a crazy few hours with her I went to Vanessa's and spent literally all night there. We played some old school video games. Nintendo 64 haha and watched Bruno. Fucking great movie. i didn't leave till 3am. See I told you literally all night haha.

It's colder then ever! I could not breathe with the wind hitting me, that's how cold it is and when I got home I was wheezing for hourse. I hate Winter, well the cold atleast, Winter's a peaceful time of the month, I'm itching for a snow fall to come my nerves. Should be cold enough. I mean last night as I slipped on my snow boots and hat I was laughing at myself saying, "It's not snowing your gunna look ridiculous" I got outside and wished I had wore my scarf and gloves as well. xD

Suppose to be heading to Long Island today. Mariel's house for a night of drinking :]. Complications with our ride though, so I'm not sure what's going on, but I'll be pissed if our plans are broken.

I'm growing tired of people. Like really, I'm tired of hearing from them, and their obsessive ways and just ugh but yet when I have noone I get all lonely about it. I'm so fucking screwed in the head I swear. Anyway, I've been distancing myself from those people.

I'm so confused, sometimes I can't stand to talk to you, I can't stand you as a person and yet then you make me laugh say a few things and I'm on the phone for hours. There's no doubt about that some retarded God is planning for us to be married in the future and honestly I'm scared shit about it cus you're just too much lol. I love you.

_ _ _ _ _ _ and me are talking again. God I love her. She's too good to me and too perfect for words.

and _ _ _ _ _ _ _ omg ridiculous haha I still can't believe I fell for it even though I seen it coming.

I'm split baby, Psycho.